Picture of me from a couple days ago after working out. Proof I'm not making all this up! lol
As for today I think it went pretty well. I ate good for breakfast and worked out while cleaning (Squats, dancing to music, just overall being active instead of sitting) and I felt pretty good.
For dinner I had a cheat meal of McDonald's and it was okay but I don't crave it like I used to.
I've been crazy emotional the past two days. I've been really up and feeling good when I'm left to myself but when anyone interferes or tries to interact with me I feel grumpy and I've been snappy and angry too. I know it's all just part of my hormones/issues but I can't wait for this to pass.
When I look in the mirror and see myself I sometimes see a strong, determined woman willing to work towards any goal she wishes but then sometimes I see a scared little girl afraid of failing and becoming her own worst nightmares. It doesn't help my dreams have been really depressed and weird lately. Ugh I can't wait till I'm all leveled out and happy again.
Funny note! I got my bearded dragon to eat lettuce today and Mister is on a diet to lose weight. So besides Jacob we're all trying to eat healthier and be happy :3
Sorry for the emotional journal I just figure it's better to type it out than to eat my emotions.
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